My Steps For Recovery.

we as people can put our selves in the most awkward and messed up situations there is. I think as people we have hearts and we care about the people that mean the most to us. So when you find out that time that was invested into a person and all the feelings and emotions and everything you poured into this was all for nothin. You snap you turn into a big ball of nerves you start to piece things and you figured out why this person acted this way, why they got mad at you and left the house and slowly everything comes all together. In your mind your a wreak loosing weight, can't eat, can't sleep, all you can talk about is what happened and you never knew that it was this bad. It hurts so bad and your so embarrassed that you didn't see it coming so bad to where you wanna crawl underneath a rock and just die. They tell you they love you and shit if they did then why do you feel the way you do? Betrayed, lost, confused, angry, sad, and just helpless. You don't know how long this feeling is going to last. It's alright you have to take your moment to yourself by yourself and just breath and maybe cry your heart out till there is nothing left. But after you do that here are some steps that I think that might help.


Steps you can do to feel better.

1) Get on your knees and prey for that person because God will always protect you and he is not gonna let anything else like this happen. Jus believe that God see's what this person does
and sooner or later he will pay and they will hurt just as bad as they have hurt you.

2)Write down everything about how you feel. After your done make a fire in a grill and toss that shit. All those memories and thoughts are out of your head.(I know easier said then done)

3) Think about everything that you were doing b4 this person came into your life. You were living before they came so you damn sure are gonna live to the fullest with them being away from you.

4) There are other people in your life that want you to come back to them. Don't ever let yourself go and keep going till you can't come back. Realize that there are so many other people that care about you and love you for you and they will never do you wrong.


I know that this isn't probably not the best way to deal with some terrible news but I found it useful live for God and yourself. You only have one life to live wipe the slate clean and start all over again. Stay positive and everything will be just fine.