weight,marriage,kids,money,mom,in-laws, and the damn recssion.

Things can get so hard and just over whelming to the point were I think that doin this is the only way that I can catch a break. I start to think that if i wasn't here then these situations that I'm in wouldn't exist. All the things that I put above are all things that I can fix I just have to find a way of doing it and keeping my sanity in the process. My weight lose it, my marriage work it out or divorce him, my kids are going to be kids lol, money finish school, Mom work with her, In-laws wont have them any more eeppp. And the recession I put my faith in God to help everyone that is struggling. BUT I know that i'm not the only person that has this thought especially now days. In all reality I know that God gives us road blocks cuz he knows in the end everything will be just fine. And trust me I want to go to heaven and we already know when you do kill yourself you go the opposite way. I also realize that people have greater problems then me so all i'm gonna do is keep doing the best I can.