Man I could just scream I got my pay check finally after thinking that I wasn't going to be able to get it. So that was one thing out of the way. Then I go to the dmv to try and figure everything out. FAIL!!! It's like totally out of my hands since it's not my car I can't do shit about it. And then last but not least my mother has decided to do her usual and hold the truck over my fucking head again. I'm just so fed up and tired of my family. I feel like they take advantage and take me for granted. I tried to help Jeff out and that was a FAIL why because his dumb ass took off and left with troy ughhh. So I was waiting on his ass to show up. I mean damn I do things thinking that I'm helping but then later on it feels like I didn't do anything at all like nobody appreciates it at all. Sometimes I wonder if I wasn't here what would they do? My mom always tells me that I'm her only daughter and she will never have a relationship with me like how my grandma was with her. Whenever my mom doesn't get her way or if she doesn't like something that I have said she turns on me like she doesn't know me, it hurts like a bitch. Because I feel like an idiot because my mom can do really mean things and say em too and I still will do anything for her. I'm still afraid of hurting her feelings, I still try and make things right. I don't know why I'm like that because nobody else can treat me bad but my own mother thinks that it is ok to. I think the best think for me to do is get the hell away from my family, I just really need to worry about me and my family because I think if I don't I'm gonna end up loosing them.