I'm so fuckin frustrated I feel like screaming a punching Aaron in his fucking nose. I can't find a job well the one that I have never calls me but like once a week. I guess I can't complain I just want more. I'm behind in bills, I never have any money, my kids don't have any new clothes, I have to keep putting 7 and 9 dollars in my gas tank. It is just not going well at all. I know that I'm not the only person that is going through this I know a lot of people are. But I know that I do need to do more to help myself because I wanna be ok money wise and have my kids be ok. It just really sucks right now, I want to do so much and I want so much but if feels like I'm never gonna get there. GOD please help me I'm begging you. I know that nothing is just gonna drop out of the sky and land in my lap but God if you could please give me that push and that miracle that I need.