I love listening to space bound. I have know idea why it just makes me think about all kinds of things. Dude this weekend was ok I thought,until Aaron had heard my mom talking about him. I feel bad because I be telling him that my mom likes him and blah blah so now I feel like I was lying to him. I thought what I had told my mom was kept between me and her but its not. O and not to mention that me and my husband were talked about a lot. Fuckin drunk ass Warren let me know everything. I'm so disappointed in my mom because I thought she changed,but she is still talking shit. I never say anything to anyone about her business and she feels like its ok to put my shit out there, to someone that has bigger problems then me and aaron together. I'm starting to think my mom is that desperate to where she will except anything. Gosh I wish I had some money like about three 3 g's I would get a cute lil place just me and the kiddos. Ughhhh and then I tell Wil and he laughs and then said you need to have a sit down with your mom. I have know idea why and how Wil keeps coming into my life. I mean I wont talk to him for a year plus and he always finds me. I don't know it is confusing as hell he says I missed you and how I'm his best friend, but he doesn't really act like it. I still think that it is hella crazy that we have known each other for 8 years and I know him so well,but just never seen him face to face. Lol its crazy but I love Wil he  has been in some crazy ass situations to the point where I was really wanting to beat females asses. He would piss me off just telling me things and I never understood why he always dealt with it, I mean he is good looking,smart, funny, and charming. Hell he can be a dick but that is just him. I would like to go hang out with him out in Florida for a few days. He never bullshits me and that's what i like. How can i be overprotective over someone that i never met?? Crazy crazy maybe one of these days I will meet Mr. Wilson but until then text messages and skype are the closest I will get.