So the last post was not me if anything I was only fooling myself into thinking that's how we really were but he showed me that we weren't. The thing is him and I have been over for so long and I just never realized it. And I'm totally okay with not being with him, you talk about dysfunctional marriage you have no idea. But I'm so happy I get to be me again I feel free and I get to do me and I love it.This is a new me and you will see pics coming soon :0)